Hello Everyone, newbie here! My journey started almost 9 years ago. My doctor told me I had pre-diabetes. I started KETO, reversed it and lost 90 pounds. I was so excited since I had been dieting all my life. In 2019, I did a Carnivore Challenge inspired by Dr. Berry. After the challenge I never went all the way back KETO. That's where Kinda Karnivore came from as I just use a few carbs as condiments. In 2020 during the pandemic, I relapsed gaining 20+. I was so sad, I thought I was strong enough to have a bite, that turned in to leftovers, the the weekend, then months. It took my all year to get the weight back off as a Carnivore. It was easier when I lost the 90. I realized the I'm addicted to starchy carbs and sugar. I was so sad because I thought I conquered this. Long story short every Christmas since 2020 I've been relapsing, gaining 20+ and having a miserable rest of the year losing the weight again. Now that I'm 60, I'm gonna stop this habit, loose it for the last time. I've ...